"It's more important with me. Everyone says nice things about you. Doesn't matter so much. Don't I deserve to hear praise too? No woman took me up a mountain to make me special." He complained playfully, and he gently tugged on Xingchen's hair. "When you smile it is like the sun in shining. And no one compares with how you look. You are so good to fuck too, you feel amazing when I'm inside you."
"Yes but you know that you're handsome or you wouldn't walk like you do and talk like you do. You are all confident. You are darkness but you're warm. Burning, actually. You're too hot. I always get burned." Xiao Xingchen tried to explain as he moved so he was against Xue Yang again, hiding against him so it was hard for the other pull his hair. "You know you're cute, A-Yang."
He was A-Yang. He was a cute brat. And that cute brat ruined his life. He didn't know what was wrong with him but what else did he do? He just had to accept it.
"I am cute. Sometimes I get candy for it. Or pastries." It had worked significantly easier when he had been tiny, but he could still turn it on to great effect when he really wanted to. "You need to smile more again, you are prettier when you smile."
And why would he not be smiling? "I have had enough of it. Revenge. We are even." Or something. "So stop being like this. Just be with me."
It seemed like a reasonable request. "Never leave. I will take care of you, baby."
"Okay." Xingchen said with giggle, so high on his painkillers than it seemed like a great idea. They were even, it was over so he could just be loved now? Was that allowed? Was it okay? He just wanted it. He wanted it a lot. "Can you hold me then? If we're not angry. Can you hold me?"
He paused and then licked his lips, curious. "Can you cover my eyes?" It was always easier with it on.
"Don't want to see the cute demon?" Xue Yang teased him, but he also reached up to remove the band from his hair. While his hair fell down to his shoulders, he reached up and tied it around Xingchen's head expertly, barely needing any time to do so.
Then he moved so he was partially on top of him, all the better to hold him. Especially since he still felt so cool to the touch. He pressed his face against Xiao Xingchen's neck and wondered whether this could really be happening. Could someone like this really like him? It did not feel real.
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He was A-Yang. He was a cute brat. And that cute brat ruined his life. He didn't know what was wrong with him but what else did he do? He just had to accept it.
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And why would he not be smiling? "I have had enough of it. Revenge. We are even." Or something. "So stop being like this. Just be with me."
It seemed like a reasonable request. "Never leave. I will take care of you, baby."
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He paused and then licked his lips, curious. "Can you cover my eyes?" It was always easier with it on.
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Then he moved so he was partially on top of him, all the better to hold him. Especially since he still felt so cool to the touch. He pressed his face against Xiao Xingchen's neck and wondered whether this could really be happening. Could someone like this really like him? It did not feel real.
"Buy me candy soon," he demanded, "I deserve it."