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[personal profile] blindchance 2025-04-11 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"You made me beg or you wouldn't let me go. It's not the same. I wasn't begging for it because I wanted it." Xingchen tried to justify, wanting to try and salvage some of his self esteem but even as he said it, it felt hollow and false. He had begged. He had sobbed with pleasure. He came. He enjoyed it. The rough thrusts, the teasing, the belt trapping him. He loved being bit on the neck and being pounded into painfully.

He was the real monster here. What was wrong with him? Why had he enjoyed any of this? "Are we nearly home?" He needed to be away from this man.