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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"I guess there is that. You don't have to pretend with me. You're paying me so I don't mind what you do. It must be easier than all the dance of dating." Bill had toyed around the concept a few times but his boss had put an end to it, said it was bad for business. And it was. Besides, he always seemed to end up with older guys who were jerks to him. He wasn't sure what about him attracted jerks, it just did.

"I like older guys, they tend to be more mature and the like. And they know what they're doing. I don't have a clue so it's good to have someone to help you. And to love you too, I guess. I like guys that are... not total dicks." He had low standards and low bars but still, people tripped over them and still disappointed him.
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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, I guess I am." Bill didn't catch the sarcasm, he thought it was genuine. He did ask a lot. He was needy and he always wanted their attention, he asked a lot of stupid questions and he wasn't a big money maker himself so he didn't bring much to the table. He was mostly just hoping there was a nice guy out there for someone like him but he knew he wasn't a nice guy either so he didn't think it was likely.

He took his plate and looked at it for a while, frowning. What was a butternut squash? The orange goo? He took his plate and set it down, waiting for Barty to sit before he picked up his fork. Barty cooked? That was so cool. "They're more mature than me, I reckon. And they know things about life. They usually have more cash than me too, so they can help me out a little. I'm not like after them for their money but it doesn't hurt, does it?"

Some security and safety was very appealing to someone like Bill for obvious reasons. "The last guy I dated had money, he was a business man. I think. He didn't tell me what his job was. He didn't really tell me things." Bill ate some of the risotto and then paused. "Woah, that is good."
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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"You're a lawyer? Woah. That's a lot of studying and stuff." Bill remarked as he looked around the house again. Yeah, that explained the size and the general niceness of the apartment. Thus guy had cash. "I knew you were something fancy! I was thinking like investment sort or a business guy." Bill pointed out, proud he had been right in his estimations. A lawyer that cooks - now there was a daydream.

"For me? Uh, a night is usually dependent on what you want to do. If it's just fucking, it's £150 quid. If it's just foreplay and company, I can make it like £100 and if you want to get kinky, it's extra." Not just because it tended to be more taxing but because it could fuck up any other income he could get. "If you want to hurt me so bruising, cutting or any sort of marking then I also charge for that too. Especially if there's recovery time. I'm not against it though."
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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"People like to leave a mark. I had one guy who liked bruises. He used to leave a load of them. Once he left almost a whole fucking handprint on me. My boss was pissed. That's why now, I gotta make sure I charge for it." Because maybe then he could appease his boss with a little extra cash and an apology. He didn't mind the marking so much, especially not if he liked the guy. Though sometimes he really didn't.

"I get kinky, yeah." Bill ate more of his food and then swallowed, listening to Barty. He seemed interested. Were lawyers kinky? It sounded about right in his head. "I've been tied up. To the bed, with duct-tape and once to a radiator. I've been gagged too. It's fun." He smiled a little, not wanting to give too much away. "I think the kinkier clients are more fun."
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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Uhhh... I'll have some wine. It'll go well with the food, yeah?" That was how that stuff worked. It was fancy to drink wine. His boss drank wine and Barty likely did too. His tone with the coke was almost dismissive so he assumed Barty was a wine drinker. They liked to have red with meat and white with fish or something like that. He had been told before. And this was neither so he didn't know how to apply that rule.

"We can have any fun you want, you know? I'm down. There's nothing I won't try." Bill offered out as he finished his food. He was determined to never back down, he treated his work almost like a fight and he wouldn't be intimidated. He'd win, in his own way. "Except if you wanna cut my dick off or something, then I'd say no."
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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"500?!" What the fuck? Bill's eyes nearly bulged out of his head. He stared at Barty for a few and then felt a sudden surge of concern. What exactly did he intend to do to him that was worth 500. It wasn't going to be a generous tip, was it. So what was he working for that was worth 500. And did he care what it was? No, not really. "That sounds -- brill. I'm fucking down."

He could keep like half of that for himself and have a hell of a weekend. He had to spend it fast, of course. If he didn't spend fast, he'd probably get robbed so it was usually drink and drugs.

Picking up his glass of wine, he took a sip... and then tried to hide his distaste. It always tasted so gross. "So when do you fancy starting?"
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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"Nah, I'm done. I can't eat more." That was more than he had eaten in ages and usually he didn't fuel himself on food, not when he had drugs to do that. He was used to running half empty and he reckoned his stomach had given up caring. "I'm done, cheers." He raised his glass in a mock toast and then started to drink his gross wine as he considered the question.

"I reckon so, yeah." He didn't mind it, he usually expected it and he even enjoyed it when done right. He hurt himself sometimes, it felt quite nice. A little cut along the inside of his thigh, by his armpit, sometimes cuts between his toes, just to have that spark to keep him in the world and alive. To hurt was to feel and sometimes, with all the drugs, he was scared he'd lose his feelings. "It's grounding, innit?"
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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Bill got into the middle of the room and looked around as he did. Barty really did have a nice house and so many books. Fancy looking ones too. He had no pictures or anything, he had one potted plant and no real knick-knacks or anything too personal. It was both full of personality and devoid. Barty really was a confusing person, he didn't get him at all.

Bill dropped his robe and stood naked in front of Barty, clearly not bothered by it. He was pretty used to being naked at this point.

"So what do you want from me then?"
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[personal profile] nashing 2024-01-14 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
This was part of the game, he knew that, he knew he wasn't supposed to fight but the instinct was there. Barty pounced on him like a fucking jungle cat and he fought back - of course he did. He soon caught himself when Barty's hands were on his wrists. He forced himself to relax his body.

Scared. Sad. Fear. Fuck. But still, 500. There was a lot a guy like him could do with 500. So he knew how to submit. How to make himself stop.

"You're fucking fast!"