"Maybe I don't love you yet, maybe I'm just obsessed with you. It feels like love but I'm not sure how well I know myself. I don't know. I like you a lot and I want only you. It's just hard when you hurt me. Maybe I'm too weak." Love was always going to suck and be painful so why was he making it awkward. He should be able to love through the suffering. "I'll get better at it, I promise."

He didn't know why he was promising this, as if he was the one that had to change, but the way Xue Yang was smiling and stroking his hair, looking at him with such keen interest - it made his heart race. He wanted it. He wanted him. "What... What vibes?"