"Oh, I complain cause I can but I wouldn't change Edward. I wouldn't change his self hate, his anxiety, his endless need for attention or his new boyfriend even. That's just Edward. I don't pretend. I love his drama as much as you love how strict Sam is with himself, with you and all of us rotten bastards. It's annoying but it's them." Jonathan knew his poison and he gladly picked it every time but that didn't mean he wouldn't be upset by the effects sometimes.

"I think it's conflicting for him. It must be nice but he knows it's always illegal and our DI Tyler hates breaking the rules." The luxury of your problems fixed came at a moral price. A tricky thing indeed. "He likes that you can take care of him and he hates he needs it."