"I think you probably did the smart thing in the long run but you could have gone for it and stood a chance. You would have been able to make it work, just harder, and you could already have kissed him." Jonathan explained as he leaned back and pondered what he would have done. Made a move, no doubt there. Fear, pain, upset and neediness - a big turn on for him.

"I would have kissed him." No shock there. "Especially if he cried."